when all else fails, eat lead.
boils in water may be used as a murder weapon.
her vagina is detachable therefore nothing is left to rob.
russian man has breath of wood chips.
lobsters exchange colour from maroon to cherry post plunge.
day begins when air wafts against lungs like a flying bruise.
gender is the symptom.
black butterfly interrupted by yellow is the image.
convince existence to remain one more day is the treatment.
I could purchase runners: the expensive kind, the kind that kids wait for overnight in folding chairs and sleeping bags so that when the store opens they are the first ones to touch them.
I could replace my ink-stained backpack with one slightly more durable, big enough to house my notebook and two pens, extra clothes, an atlas, trail mix.
I could fall in love again and not push it away like an intruder.
I could have a baby, search for a woman with sperm or try to grow some of my own and impregnante myself.
Is there a way to peel off the first fifteen layers of my skin and make room for something else to grow there?
I could move to Canada.
I could eat ice cream for breakfast because that is what my body truly craves.
I could give away all my things so that I don’t have to put them away anymore.
I could unplug myself and see what persistently remains alive.
What would happen if I started walking, forced myself to get lost, cross state lines and comfort zones and begin life in a place where no one knows what a scar means.
I could swallow seeds, water myself until my body is covered in crops, feed the world from my harvested bones.
I could stop making lists and just allow the day to arrive.
I could give up on monogamy with another and begin a solitary love affair with my brain.
The manifestation of this grammatical feminine is not found in any of my parts/ Every inch of me is detachable, including these thoughts/ Neutered mind allows room for retranslation of life.living/ Questions are androgynous/ Words are without genitals/ Love is just an angle to faint against.